I need to empty my mind of all the feelings I'm feeling right now. Whatever that means xD

As I was not able to watch Sanctuary live (and believe me, it's a good thing, considering that it would have been like 7 a.m. (the second time Syfy airs it) and the way I flailed and screamed... I would have wakened the whole freaking house lol), I waited to be back from Germany to watch it.

Long story short, I feel like someone crushed my heart and that it had melted altogether. Quite painful.
( Spoilers for Sanctuary "Into the Black" )